Feeling Funny

The sun is irritating today...
Haven been at work for the past few days..

And my feelings has been down for the last few days too...
Why, i do not know..
I get upset about the smallest things that could happen..
I think of the worst that could happen over a not so big thing...
I get sad and feel like crying easily...
Why, i do not know...

Think i have got depression over stress?
But what is there for me to stress?
Money? Work? Relationship? Family?
I really have no idea what i am so stress about..
I guess that's always the case..

I yearn for that someone to understand me..
but somehow it never turn out the way i wish it would..

At times i wish i can be numb towards someone
Numb towards the things they do,
Numb towards the things they say..
So numb that i dun feel anything towards them...

But... i know i can't do that..
Infact i dun wish to do that..
I dun want to do that..

This is when pple always wonders...
" why can't u put yaself in my shoe? "