失望

今天是我的生日
但是我很不开心

觉得自己对他并不重要
为什么要让我一再的失望
就连今天都没有办法把时间给我

有没有想过我为何那么在乎
有没有想过你这么做我会有多失望
有没有想过让我开心的过这一天

为什么等待的总是我
为什么失望的总是我
为什么伤心的也是我

难道你对这一切就真的那么无动于衷
难道我对你来说就真的那么不重要

我到底以该如何看待这一切。。。。

能不能

第一次觉得心好痛...
你知道这么做我会伤心
但你还是选择伤害我

争吵仿佛都是我不对
我不该无理取闹
我不该蛮不讲理
我不该要得太多

当我伤心时, 你从不懂得安慰我
当我掉眼泪时, 你从不懂得帮我擦...

我只是想要你多一点点地关心, 多一点点的温柔...

我知道你忙
我知道你累
我知道你觉得我一点都不明白

你是否知道我在等
你是否知道我在想
你是否知道我真的爱你

为何要一再的让我失望
为何要一再的伤害我
为何要一再的让我掉眼泪
却得不到任何的安慰

能不能让我有走下去的勇气
能不能让我有不再哭的可能
能不能让我感觉到
你是真的爱我......

I Do Love You

There are times when we felt angry
There are times when we felt sad
There are times when we felt disappointed
There are times when we felt depressed

There are times when we feel happy
There are times when we feel delighted
There are times when we feel surprise
There are times when we feel excited

There are times when we have an argument
There are times when we made each other sad

There are times when we feel happy just to be here
There are times when we feel excited to be here

There are so many kinda feelings running through our minds
There are so many words we wished we had or hadn't said

But you know what...
One thing is for sure...



Love you~

What?

What do we look for in a relationship?
What do we need in a relationship?
What are we searching for?

People talk about commitment, fun, chemistry, soul mate...
What is commitment? What kinda of fun? What is call chemistry?
What is a soul mate?

People talk about compromise, trust, faith, belief...
What do u compromise on? What is trust?
What is faith? What is your belief?

Why look for commitment when u dun wish to settle down?
Why look for fun when u know u are going to hurt someone?
Why need chemistry when it always becomes the reason for breaking up?
Why do u need a soul mate when u dun even wish to share?

Why talk about compromise when u can't do it?
Why talk about trust when u dun need any?
Why talk about faith when u are the one who hurts?
Why talk about belief when u dun believe?

Show me your belief and let me have the faith..
Show me how u compromise, and i will do the same..
And in that way the trust in us will always be there...

Just tell me that you love me..
That's all u have to do...

Feeling Funny

The sun is irritating today...
Haven been at work for the past few days..

And my feelings has been down for the last few days too...
Why, i do not know..
I get upset about the smallest things that could happen..
I think of the worst that could happen over a not so big thing...
I get sad and feel like crying easily...
Why, i do not know...

Think i have got depression over stress?
But what is there for me to stress?
Money? Work? Relationship? Family?
I really have no idea what i am so stress about..
I guess that's always the case..

I yearn for that someone to understand me..
but somehow it never turn out the way i wish it would..

At times i wish i can be numb towards someone
Numb towards the things they do,
Numb towards the things they say..
So numb that i dun feel anything towards them...

But... i know i can't do that..
Infact i dun wish to do that..
I dun want to do that..

This is when pple always wonders...
" why can't u put yaself in my shoe? "